updates.....

hiya lurvlies, yep, i know, its getting on top of me, life i mean, have a chubby bub's who has 2 shiny white teeth, and jeez are they sharp!!, he's eating food!!!(my fav part, preparing baby mush!), spending all my cash on him, highchairs, feeding equipment blah blah, he's also discovered rolling, once upon a short time ago i was paniking. like i do, he LOATHED 'tummy time'  since a week and a half ago, that's ALL he does his put on his back and in a mimi second he;s flipped onto his belly, even when he sleeps, which is a worry for any mum/parent, 

my happy angel

i recently bought this chicco cot toy, it's really  fab the big light that changes colour, i found the lullabies very soothing plus there's a button to record ur own message!, i love seeing my gorgeous babes face when he hears a new one each day...x ohh all for the small amount of £10, from asda

luoving it

 squeaky clean, i was sent 2 full size l'oeal shampoos to try, i really did love them, along with all l'oreal products, 

so my friends till next time....mwah..xx

MY BABY IS BORN......

my GEORGOUS baby boy!

leaving to head home sweet home

salaam all, i did it....i survived child birth for the fourth time.....i seriously didnt think i would, as those of you who know me, know well that over the past few years i've grown into this panicky person!, i was literally dreading my labour since the day i found out, but on the 5 th of feb my body decided it was TIME, i woke up with terrible back pain, then after lunch  a show appeared , and that set me off into "panic state' i KNEW that it was gonna be the day that a tiny human being , my tiny human being would be brought into this world....so what did i do....BLOODY HOUSEWORK, and loads of it, hoovering, mopping, washing plates my eldest cleaned the bathroom for me, then i had a shower, re did my arm pits (in case midwife wonders why im not in a zoo!) i called my dad and step-mum to pick up kids , so my little brother drove at record speed (like usual!) by then i was unable to stand, the contractions were un-brearable, every 3 mins, dashed to labour ward were they 'assess' you, she left me on a monitor for 20 mins or so, after me shouting for attention she decided to come and check me out and told me i was 7 cms dilated and WAS in labour, she told me to quickly get changed so we could go round to find a room, but i couldn't even bend, so i grabbed the sheet and used it as a sarong, once in a room, a very nice new room, i was told that they were short of midwives and they would try and locate one for me......many screams later a nurse explains to us that there IS a midwife but he's a HE do i mind.....of course not, 'just help me' i mumble...moments later a male enters the room, just him ....and he's horrible, i didn't like him al all, he was cold, un-freindly, not encouraging, he kept repeating 'your body is ready to push, so you know what you have to do, which pissed me off, so i found the energy to reply, "i know....alright but...i cant  it hurts' which it did , it was 2 1/2 hours of intense pain, but a good 20 mins of hard pushing i felt the head crowning, then trying my best to get it all over with i gave another push, i felt the head come out entirely, OMG what a feeling, i was told to stop and pant so i don't 'tear' (no nice way to put it) so every few seconds i was told to give a small push, which i complied to, then that weird moment when the baby's body just slithers out....and that was the first time i saw him, my baby son, who was in me for almost a year through some sad times, tough times some happy times, serious one's also...but he's here and his healthy and tiny, the littlest of my 4, weighing 6ibs 4 and every thing being miles too big...i love him with every atom of my heart....my lovely baby.....