MISSED U !!!

salaam, its been quite a while since i last updated, just been tired and trying my best to get the house slightly organised, i have managed a bit still you will ALWAYS find more n more and im the type of person who'll demand and kick up a fuss if its not done when and how i want it....diva i know, no wonder my eldest daughter acts the same, shhh don't tell her though!, i thought i'd show you a few of my x-mas pressies

yep, u  guessed more perfume!

the monsoon one i LOVE, the 'james bond' one....hmmmm smells like  incense sticks with pepper, strange, but its better than stinking  so .....yeh, if i don't update in a few days time you know i've had this babba as im due in a few more days!, please pray for me so its easy n quick, the labour i mean......allez ma'salaama, take care all....xxx

a little anxious

blessings on such a blustery day, today i was 'cleaning 'up the mac ie;deleting a load of stuff stored on it, i came across some pic's i didn't know were on there, whilst i was reminiscing about old times and old memories i wondered.....how will my baby look?, will he/she have alot of hair(as my kids do) or what colour eye's ect....but what hit me most was i will soon have a tiny human completely dependant upon me, in my arms, looking for love, warmth (milk!) and protection, it did  does make me feel a little emotional...below is 2 pic's, 1 is  a bit grainy, but im sure you'll see, anyway when that was all done i made some nice warm pancakes, i had mine with lemon and sugar, all time fav! , kids had their's with good old nutella and banana's..mmmm delich....:)